So I'm probably wrong about what I thought I had. I got my health records today and they really show no indication that anything is wrong in me, other then the fact that I'm Morbidly obese... *Sigh* I feel like I should just give up... It's not like anyone else cares how I loose the weight... they just want me to be "healthy" *sigh* Should I put myself through those tests or should I just get the lapband now? I just want to cry for days... I thought I had some hope but now... I just don't feel like I have any... it's just gone..... The doctors must think I'm crazy... or making up my symptoms cause all they came back with test after test is "normal levels" I don't want to believe this is all my fault... but obviously it is... *sigh* I can't do anymore... here I come lapband system...