"Maybe one day it will be okay again. That's all I want. I don't care what it takes. I just want to be okay again."

Sunday, August 22, 2010

College starts tomorrow.
I'm going for a Psychology and Counseling degree.

We got insurance so I'll be going to the doctors soon, but i'm a little worried, what if there really isn't anything wrong with me? What if I really am just making it all up in my head. V.V ugh this is really is sucky.

My symptoms are getting worse though. I'm constantly sick, my mood swings are worse then ever (the point that I can tell when they are about to happen) and I've been having horrible insomnia. I have to be drop dead tired in order to get myself in bed. Also my legs are constantly going, like I need to go running even when i'm completely wiped out. My headaches all the time. My mother says it's from stress but I don't think so, It hurts too much for it to just be stress....

College starts tomorrow... Sociology, Fitness walking, and General Math. woo. lol
i'm excited and scared. owell.

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