Random feelings that could affect my self abuse.

I am so angry right now. So fucking angry.....

Let me start at the begining. The boy that I talked about earlier texted me today. Told me that he didn't like me like that and we were just friends. I'm okay with that. You know big deal. What ever. However, he also added that he wanted to make sure that I didn't stalk him. What the heck? Really? Really? When the hell did I become the stalker.... I'm so fucking done with that boy. Bull shit. I'm so angry...... So fucking angry. Just because I'm fat and a girl doesn't mean I'm going to fucking stalk you. It's bull shit! It's Fucking Bull Shit! I'm pissed, No I'm more the pissed. I'm livid. Absoultely livid. How dare he say that I'm going to stalk him! That's bull...

Trust me. I'm over him.. I'm not going to let him put me down like that. But It sure makes me angry...
I want to cry.... Why would he think that...?

I'm not a stalker, just because I liked him doesn't mean I was going to do anything.

And she didn't help any, I told her not to say anything but apparently she already had. I feel totally betrayed.

Feelings: Anger, betrayal, pain, frustration, annoyance, upset. Totally upset. I'm not so depressed. I'm just so angry that he would think that I would stalk him.